Your wings are...

Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You arean angelic spirit who has fallen from grace forone reason or another - possibly, you made onetragic mistake that cost you everything. Ormaybe you were blamed for a crime you didn'tcommit. In any case, you are faithless andjoyless. You find no happiness, love, oracceptance in your love or in yourself. Mostdays are a burden and you wonder when thehurting will end. Sweet, beautiful andsorrowful, you paint a tragic and touchingpicture. You are the one that few understand.Those that do know you are likely to love youdeeply and wish that they could do something toease your pain. You are constantly living inmemories of better times and a better world.You are hard on yourself and self-critical orself-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despiteyour tainted nature, your soul isbreathtakingly beautiful.Image is a painting by Natalya Nesterova,source:ca80.lehman.cuny.edu/.../images/fallen_angel.jpg *~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizillathis is the sadest thing ever. i was wishing for my longed for faerie wings...they use to be mine. those times are long gone.

humph.

well here i am again. i am boring. i am goign ot a dance with pat. that will be fun. YAY! so yeah rehersal is going cool. lol like anyone who reads this isn't IN rehersal too! oh well. so eyah i made two pretty cool art pieces today. i think i am goaing to use both in my portfolio. i am having a tough time with this james thing. i feel so terrible. i think i feel worse now tha the has decided that he isnt gonna call me or anything. i dont know, it takes alot to do. this totally sucks. hehe i was jsut talking ot denise and she just said "bye bye babe" she has never called me that before. that is fun! hehe so yeah. i am talking to allan. i hardly get to talk to/see him anymore ever. we are both to busy. i still have his christmas present. thats SO excitng right?? yeah. so i guess i willgo, i have to go to rehersal. i will hopefully have something exciting to talk about later. actally that coudl be bad, i hope i dont! love and duck feetlauren

hey look at that, francis is on

well today was a good day. i went ot the mal early with my momma to get shoes for prom, adn they are really cute, btu i dont thinki am dance in th em...so i might have to return them. but i will wait and see if i can find a pair i can dance in. then we go tjewelry for it all and i am so super excited and cant wait...but i have no date. i was gonna ask jake, but it is opening night of his show. so that TOTALLY sucks. i am tryign to think of other suggestions, so if you have any, let me know. my mom said to take chris carabba. i laughed. my dad gave me a list of people i should ask. it goes: dominic, kenneth, and last but not least, mr. springbrun (how the hell do you spell his name?? i cant say it, let alone spell it!). thanks dad. so i have a miny list going, but i cant ask numero uno because he is already going with his girlfriend, second person is busy. so i have will and pat. i cant think of anyone else...who else do i know??? I DONT! well i really do, but who do i actually want to take?? goodness gee(i am trying to cut down on my swearing) this stinks. but whatever, it will turn out okay in the end. so i am not freaking out abut it. so yeah the play is comming up...oh eyah!! i want like the biggest audience EVER so everyone bring everyone we know!! even people be we dont know! hell, i dont care!tonight was the father daughter dinner dance, it was so much fun. i had this cute little 50's dress and my papa was a nerd. it was awesome. and i hae decied that i love laura dean's dad. i saw a picture of him in my dad's year book cause they went to the smae school and yeah then seeing him older, it was fun. so eyah anyway. i don't really feel like typing anymore. so yeah i wil do it saime time later.dandilions, sunshine and coffeelauren

its so sad that i took the quiz to see which dashboard song i am...it is sad, but the damn quiz got

You are The Places That You've Come To Fear TheMost:Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself,and covered with a perfect shell,such a charming beautiful exterior.laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyesperfect posture but you're barely scraping byBut youre barely scraping byThis is one time, this is one timethat you can't fake it hard enough to pleaseeveryone or anyone at all.And the grave that you refuse to leavethe refuge that you've built to fleethe places you have come to fear the most.Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself,and hidden in the public eye.Such a stellar monument to loneliness.Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyesand perfect makeup but you're barely scraping by.But youre barely scraping byThis is one time, this is one timeThat you can't fake it hard enough to pleaseEveryone or anyone at all, or anyone at allAnd the grave that you refuse to leaveThe refuge that you've built to fleeThe places you have come to fear the mostIs the place that you have come to fear the mostAnd you can't fake it hard enough to pleaseEveryone or anyone at all, or anyone at allAnd the grave that you refuse to leaveThe refuge that you've built to fleeThe places you have come to fear the mostIs the place that you have come to fear the mostIs the place that you have come to fear the mostWhat Dashboard Confessional song are you? brought to you by Quizilla

Your Heart is R...

Your Heart is Red What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla

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i am being ...

i am being wierd lately. i wnat o be alone! i want to have fun!! why cant things just be fun??!?!?! unforunatly i am human and have feelings for people, therfore screwing me over in the long run. hurting me little irish heart, and someone elses, but that is inevitable, that was bound to happen. but still, why do i have ot be NORMAL!???!? damn you heart, damn you!

i want piz...

i want pizza. rar.love lauren

-freedom c...

-freedom calls my name from the depths of my self driven downward spiral, i walk these fine lines between sanity and forget that i could be happy. i gently try to walk away, but am guilted into one last dance. the tears slip down, but my decicsion will not fall, it is time to be strong says the junkie, it is time to overcome.

okay, well...

okay, well here i am, i wnat to write a long ass entry becausei am feeling alot of things rihgt now and i need ot get htem out...but as usual, james is comming over and yeah i cant type. fuck this.this bouncing boy is now turning baby blue.loveboo

oh poop

its like 6:45 or somehting in the morning, i am goin gout to breakfast with my aunt, and i was going to sit downa nd write a nice long entry. but ironicly, my house got dumped last night. so i have to so be a nice human/sister and help pete clean it up.

bloop le bloop

well okay today was alright. i saw james drinving away from guerin today and i feel bad, but i thought he said he wasnt gonna pick me up and yeah i feel bad. oh well. today is the HONK! dinner party, and i hop eit is fun. i hope there is not much blatent fliring to make me sck to my stomach, becuas ei am sick of seeing people ALL OVER each other, espicially those who have boyfriends. i would enjoy the spaghetti that will soon be in my stomach to stay there. yeah whatever! but yeah. eh.

wow this is the 3rd, yes 3rd entry of hte night. i am catching up micheal. you better watch out.

okay this is Lauren(Queen) Elizabeth (the 3rd) Archambault publicly stating that she loves her best best friend in the biggest most scariest world ever, Katie (the) Louise Wiese and i will miss her beyond belief. you are my reason kate. i mean that with all the little breaths of my little pink heart. and yes assholes, my heart breathes. thats how cool it is. damn straight.

i know it...

i know it's dark here, you know that i'm scared toofor some reason right now, of everything but youright now you're all that i recognizeyou know i came here when i needed your soft voicei needed to hear something that sounded like an answernow i wait here and sometimes i get oneit's nothing i'll forget when the moon gets tiredyou are stuck to me everydaybelieve in what i am because it's all i have todayand tomorrow who knows where we'll befrom here i can hardly see a thing but i will follow anyone who brings me to youfor now, forever, for on and on and onyou know it starts here, outside waiting in the coldkiss me once in the snow i swear it never gets oldbut i will promise you i can make it warmer next yearyou know i came here when i needed your soft voicei needed to hear something that sounded like an answernow i stay here, and everyday i get oneit's nothing i'll forget when the moon gets tiredyou are stuck to me everydaybelieve in what i am because it's all i have todayand tomorrow who knows where we'll befrom here i can hardly see a thing but i will follow anyone who brings me to youfor now, forever, for on and on and onso go plug in your electric blanketwe can stay in 'til our southern summer wedding daygo plug in your electric blanket, we can stay herestar i am sorry for all i have even done. please forgive...-banana boat/girl

well i just feel like typing

well here we are. my second journal entry, go me! i have to catch up wiht michels entries...hes beating me. damn you!! well yeah so anyway, i dont even know whats going on in my life anymore, i guess that is a good way to start. well i guess i kinda do, but i realy dont. i dont know hwat i want to do, bt i do in a way. well let me try to explain, i know where i want to and where i am going to go to college and what i want to study, for the most part, but i have no fucking clue. i want to leave so bad. so fucking bad. but i dont. see, i am a mixed up little shit that has no clue what is going on. but i know exactly what i wnat to do any why. but i dont want to leave here, cause of all of the people, btu i wnat to experience things, i want to meet new people, see new people, hate new people. i want to be a dumbass for a while, and yeah then realize that i was an asshole. god, i am sick of being her, but i love it. i love fighting with everyone and being a bitch, and i love teching and love that people like me here. well so i think, but i like that i at least think that people like me here. i dont even care if they do or not, becuasei can have my own stuff going on too. btu if i go away and nothing is right? what happens? i dont really like meeting new people. and people always seem so fake when you meet them. i knwo i am even liek that, but i hate it and it sucks. but yeah i dont want to meet people who are just too cool for me and yeah all that bullshit. and yeah i dont have any idea what i exactly want from life anymore. i am starting to relaly honestly think i should never get married. i dont thinki could do justice to anyone/anything. i just want my little ones and to be in england for a while with them and not have some dumbass guy int eh way. becuase i am fucking crazy and people dont see that. i am fucking crazy. i dont know. i have like royally screwed myself by everythign i guess, i am such a dumbass about that shit. but then i want to be married and be all happy and have a green and blue house, but that wont happen, it is so perfect and idealistic and i think that is one of my downfalls , i think things could be rihgt. they coudl be but i dont see that i am ruining things in the long run. and not just for myslef. for others too, then you everyone gets ot listen to me complain and all that dandy stuff. whatever. theatre is giong cool its fun. i like it, but i am starting to get burned out. eh its okay. i got my prom dress this weekend, its real pretty, i like it. i think prom is going to be wierd. who will bring who? will it be odd? i say that i dont know. i dont feel like talking about that now tho. so yeah. i baked cookies yesterday, they were good. so eyah. okay i think i am done. yeah. i am.

this is my first entry

okay so yeah go me, i hav ea journal like the rest of ya. woot. woot. i wonder if i can still write. probably not. but thats still cool, so yeah whatever. alright i just want o see hwat this looks like. yeah.love and pizzalauren