i'll get some breakfast and change the world!!

oky everyone, ia m trying to redifine my outlook on life! okay i am gonna do this people, i am gonna do it! i am!!! i am gonna fix my bitterness and asshole attitude and i am NOT goignto be so short iwht you all! i promise you, it is going to happen. but first i need a prom date lol, JUST KIDDING! hehe okay so yeah i am sitting here on my friday night, eating chips and salsa con queso. it is tasty. i just got back from the mall with katie and denise,it was alot of fun, we were in H&M for like 2 hours..we tried on everythign. i got a really cute new shirt and i like it, i was gonna get this purse that was all cute and vintage looking...but i didnt. I ALSO FOUND YELLOW TIGHTS!! my mom and i have been looking all over for yellow tights for hte show! i am so glad...goodbye barely yellow tights from the 70's! YES! so yeah it was nice, we had fun and smoothies. then on teh rid home, denise started crying cayse teh lion king song was on and katie and i were singing ( how could i resist NA SIGVENYA????!) it and she started srying because it was so beautiful. not us, the play. and which it was and i love denise so much for srying about it. it was wonderful. she also cried about the espresso beans we got becuase they tasted like dirt. and they did! and i am so glad that she laughed/cried about it. and still ate them. laughing. it was great. still no prom dress for katie. thats okay, i can feel it comming, she will find it...oh yes, she will. there is a secret going around that i dont know about, and it concerns me... hmmm i wish i knew what it was, BUT NO ONE WILL TELL ME!! but the WILL tell me that there is a secret..damn them! but yeah. i am tired of feeling like i am gaining weight. maybe i should stop eat crap. maybe. i want some peanut butter. i wonder what everyone is doing...ntg is playing now. i wish i was there, but i have no way to get there. thats no fun. i wonder what pat is doing. katie is taking shower. i am on the computer. my mom is watching her japanese soap opera. maybe i will take a bath and try to memorize the words to "every tear". ever tho i know them already...but my mind i being slow and not remembering-like. ellen is here. i should call and go out with them. i am too lazy. see i have no right to complain. damn the man! well yes, i can guarentee a change for hte better in my daily everything and i will talk to someone soon...i hope! hehe okay i lvoe you all!!love and change of heart...lauren bug/bear/ana(as in ban...)