i am being ...

i am being wierd lately. i wnat o be alone! i want to have fun!! why cant things just be fun??!?!?! unforunatly i am human and have feelings for people, therfore screwing me over in the long run. hurting me little irish heart, and someone elses, but that is inevitable, that was bound to happen. but still, why do i have ot be NORMAL!???!? damn you heart, damn you!